Hi, Y’all. I have been putting this off for quite a while as it’s really not good news or anything exciting to share. I have been very sick, 6 days of any single thing I put in my mouth that is not water or regular tea, I vomit it up in under 10 minutes. I am in so much pain and SO hungry and SO miserable. It has been an unbelievably hard past few weeks and I feel as if it is getting harder every day. My doctors right now are deciding where to send me to do more plasmapheresis which i am very nervous about but i know it needs to be done. In the meantime I went to the hospital on Thursday night cause my nurse and others were just sure I had pancreatitis, so I managed to puke my way to the hospital, went through test after test for everything to come back perfectly fine. Which you’re like “ah yes that’s great!” which yes, in a way is good but in another way they sent me home to continue to not eat, not drink, not live. I am getting very depressed honestly, what I’m going through is not as bad as others have been through/are going through and i try to remember that every day. And I know God is right by my side and he knows what he’s doing but when i wake up every morning and can’t even put pants on cause i am so swollen and i’m so much pain and nothing fits me at the moment, it’s very hard to have a postive attitude through it all. I try to sleep all day long, medicated, so that i don’t realize how hungry I am and how much pain i am in. Sadly, I don’t have any funny stories at the moment to make this blog post any better. But I do request prayers. I will most likely be going through this very very hard treatment soon and going through that and not being able to eat or drink is very hard. Please keep me in your prayers extra right now. Hopefully my next update will be a tad better.