This picture has a lot of emotions. Don’t get me wrong I am so glad to be able to stay and care for Jackson when I can. These 3 days have been very hard for me. The first day here my anxiety was sky high and no lie I wanted to go home, the 2nd day was way worse I cried and cried. Just seeing my precious baby go through so much it hard. By the 3rd day I was a little more calm. This morning the anxiety is back watching the nurses getting Jackson prepared for his G tube in his stomach. I have always been a strong person but something about grandbabies will tear you down to the core. Thank you God for letting me be here with my munky. Now it’s time to head back to Lancaster. Please pray for Jackson most of all and strength for our family. I greatly appreciate everything from everybody.

October 19th 2022