Before I start, I would like to say, I am praying for each and every single one of you. I am worried for our world, our country, our state,and our town. 
The first thing out of Zane’s mouth this morning “psalm 56, verse 3” and then he started singing it “do not be afraid, I will trust God..” We did not sing this song at all yesterday. It was an encouraging message from God through Zane. 

Zane and I are having to go to the hospital and I get nervous everytime. We have to come in contact with people, even though they have gloves and masks on… it makes you nervous. We pray together in the car before we walk in, we pray while we are there, and we pray when we leave. I believe God will keep us healthy. Kirk is still recovering. Zane is on immune suppression drugs. The only ones even leaving this house are Zane and I. No one else is going anywhere. We are doing grocery delivery, or curbside pick up. We don’t go inside anywhere but the hospital.  We are being extra careful. 
This virus scares me.

but like Zane reminded me this morning “do not be afraid, I will trust God.”

I ask you to pray for our protection. I also ask you to stay home. Please. It’s really important. Not only for the health of Zane, but others like Zane, and for your grandparents, your neighbor, and your friends. It’s not about you. Just stay home. The quicker people listen, the quicker this goes away. 

Now an update:

 

We got news we didn’t really want on Zane’s biopsy.

They found something.

There is injury.

There is damage.

my heart. Was and is crushed.

they don’t know what’s going on. Again. Crushed.

they are contacting other centers and doing research. And we are praying for answers on Tuesday.

like Zane reminded me this morning though. Do not be afraid. Trust God.

Something SO simple but SO POWERFUL.

Zane gets his stent removed on April 9 and is supposed to have an MRI of his brain, but I’m unsure that’ll be done with the new events, but the stent has to be done… just not sure of the MRI.

i ask you to pray his protein will stop spilling into his urine. I am terrified his kidney is going to get more damaged. I am terrified that he will have to do Plasmapheresis, which would mean a chest line. 
I just want him to have a more normal life.

but, Zane? He is happy. He is silly and loving. He truly is the toughest person I know. I am so proud to be his mom. He makes me proud. He reminds me of Gods blessing.

If you have any questions, let me know. ????